Jamila. Love. Wife Dearest. Wife. Girlfriend. My all.
How strange is it to see this website?
Is it new?
I dont think anyone has ever done this for you im guessing right?
..Anyways.
My overthinking, overreactions we both agree that its... something right? It was given. And you know how.
All of them happens because i still love you and i want to make sure im the only one
its odd!
i still want to show love!!
i still am writing so many times to show how much i love you.
You still probably think that im playing or not showing love... and i say.. UGH SHUT UP!!!!! IM SHOWING ALL THE DAMN LOVE I CAN I EVEN CREATED THIS DAMN THING WOMEN.
....joking kidding never shut up never ever doubt anything
just know i so damn much love you
Theres a couple of more things i have to say before we get to the main point of everything and why i created this.... which is i love you i dont know how many times i have to say it, how many times i have to type it prove it or anything just know that i always will love you Jamila. I know that day on 1/28/25 when you told me to just "stop asking rn" is when you were in alot of stress.
I wont lie.
It did hurt hearing you say that but i figured you were in alot of stress so i passed it by.. but everyday when you say your ok we both know its a lie... you lie to help me which for one thing i have to say dont ever do that because it does more harm then help.
Just talk to me. Thats what im going for and aiming at for you to be comfortable to just talk to me..
Please talk.
Even under pressure just let it out onto me
i will let you punch me slap me or anything to let that anger go or sadness.
To the main part below.